Ayer y Hoy, Whimsical Gypsie Moments

Yo no se.
A more poetic way of saying yesterday and today. Yesterday I had a day where nothing feels right. I attempted to clean my pit of a room and got as far as shoving all the clothes and things off my bed onto the floor to make my bed. At school I am so clean and organized, this summer I'm just out of wack. I need my place at school. I am so independent and self-sufficient that being home makes me feel like I'm choking for air. I love my family and the house and the yard and my little bubble of a town but we all know how often I move around. I transfer from town to town, make friends here and there, and live my life as a whimisical gypsie. Which reminds me, last year my friend Dory and I at Salve pretty much killed quotes like this one from Borat, "Gypsie give me your tears". I would say it in my Borat voice, and laughter would follow.
I'm so much more career oriented and school oriented than I was last year at Salve. At Salve all I lived for was my five drinks on Friday nights, and my friends. But those five drinks on every Friday night got me through it, whether I fell off of Ripta buses or not. Yes I fell off of a bus haha. Then I went to UMass and got all serious. I still can be funny, but its not the same. But I guess I've still got it.
I haven't had a drink since May. I'm dying.
But today I feel good. I'm laptop shopping, and Ipod browsing. I've had 2 cups of coffee, a chai, and strawberries, and I feel so much better than yesterday.
My parents left for two weeks and left me a total of 8 dollars for food and a beer in the fridge. Guess it looks like I'm getting skinny. What is that like one slice of bread a day?
Hope everyone who reads this is well.
Peace and Love,
Chach.